"No. I flew out there because she's mine and I want her back. It
was an edgy scene with me and him and her."
So, it must be fine now, right?
No! "We're still dealing with it."
Rutil is on a roll, reveling with a vengeance in the part of the passionate, wronged
lover. "They love our music and he's a businessman. But she's mine and I want her
back. I keep writing her
love songs; she really wants to come back to me."
"Why doesn't she then?" I inquire. I should never have asked because Rutili
clearly intends to tell me. "She just doesn't know that she wants to yet. I'll keep
writing her songs until she knows. I think he just wants to keep an eye on me."
"He", we presume, is Jonathon.
We also presume that he actually learned of the
band through the favorable response they got from their early records; we know from the
Chicago press that he flew out there to hear them at alternative rock club Lounge Ax on
the city's north side. And we presume that he was just as impressed as we were when we saw
them at the Grog Shop by the band's open-ended, broad-stroked approach to their music,
while
the diminutive Rutili plants himself between the twin towers of bassist Tim Hurley and
guitarist Glenn Girard, wailing his convoluted and unfathomable narrative, while drummer
Brian Heck stoically keeps moving him ahead. On stage, as in life, he's starring in his
own internal drama.
Jonathon signed you to keep an eye on you??!!??
Yes... "It makes me feel like a victim," says Rutili with a sigh. 'but that's
okay. Human nature is hunger and greed and jealousy and stealing and going to the
bathroom. You can't get away from human behavior."
The music is kind of like that too. Songs start out benignly enough, like familiar classic
rock-style songs that a biker blues/rock band might jam on at their regular Sunday night
gig at the neighborhood bar- a little loose, a little wound down, a little shaky after the
long weekend. But then the band clamps down its musical teeth and digs in; the song
distorts in its grip becoming barely recognizable.
They torture a song the way Rutili tortures
himself with melodramatic scenarios of his ex-girltriend dating the head of his label,
enjoying the spectacle of poor, heartbroken Timmy suffering at the center.
"Some would say you're a whining little puke," I suggest, and I can almost see
his eyes light up over 350 miles of phone wire. "They'd be right!!"
So you haven't been thinking that there's
sweetness and light and harmony at the heart ot this band; which came together in 1990
from meeting in the neighborhood
laundromat where Rutili worked on the north side of Chicago. In fact, his meeting with
guitarist Glenn Girard was one of those fellow-spirit recognition moments when both
discovered they loved the Television album "Marquis (sic) Moon", another paean
to stretched, twisted, tortured beauty, another band who mangles a song until it warbles
in pain.
But- they fight. "Sometimes it makes the music better," he insists. "Last
weekend we had some shows. No one was speaking to each other all the way up. It was this
whole bad vibe. On stage it went away. We were able to challenge each other on stage. Of
course, after the show,
we were fighting again. We have mood swings. Everybody in this band is a dick; everybody
has a chip on their shoulder."
So how do you stay together, I ask, starting to think there's very little that Mr. Rutili
doesn't turn into a soap opera. "We're all pretty unselfish," he offers
unexpectedly. "We are all trying to promote the end product." He expands,
"We do a lot of improvising. It helps to keep things alive. That's when the tension
helps to keep things interesting."
Considering that, it's really not such a
surprise when he goes on to reveal another of his musical enthusiasms."I love the
Grateful Dead. As long as they keep playing live the way they do, keeping things loose and
not set, they'll be valid until they drop dead. I've seen them 40-50 times."
Not that he's permanently locked into the classic rock era. "I like Spaceman Three; I
like Spiritualized," he says, ticking off some of his current favorites. "I love
Flaming Lips' latest album. Going on tour with them was amazing." (That tour
brought them to the Grog Shop here in Cleveland late last year.) "They're one of my
favorite bands in the whole world."
Red Red Meat ended 1993 with a New Year's Eve show at the Cabaret Metro in their hometown,
then did some spot shows while waiting for the February 15 release of their album. Then
there'll be more touring, undoubtedly fraught with more drama. "We like to play
'Oregon Trail'. It's a game for sixth graders but I'm completely obsessed with it. It's
really close to what it's like being a band on the road. You give people names like
"Stinky". They get measles and dysentery. Usually a couple of people end up
dying."
I guess we should pray that doesn't happen to
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